christ university buggers

i need to vent out my frustration!!!...............*********
christ university buggers....
for a simple thing like attendance update....they will make u run around the campus the whole day....by the end of it...u miss more classes n have to go behind them begging again.....
Losers!
today they made me run around coz my holistic education online exam had not been registered apparently...
to find one mr.vikram i spent my whole lunch running round the campus.....after tht they say he'll b available after 4pm!!!!!........
had to take test at 4...n guess wht.......the system is not accepting my second atempt.
apparently there was some mistake in the colleg system..
THOSE A****ES MADE ME RUN AROUND N SHOUTED AT ME FOR NO FAULT OF MINE....

N I WILL NOT WRITE MY SEM EXAMS IF THEY R UNABLE TO RIGHT THE WHOLE THING AGAIN.....m jst so done with CHRIST UNIVERSITY........

Ok...i know this out of context....
i wanted to be an athelete.....but looking at this pic of guest atheletes in The Hindu front page....
i understood y God did not make an athelete of me.....
lolz.....they look intimaidating.

i met him, i liked him.....and i wantd to win him
but i knew for so thinking i was wrong.
coz love is not winning...its not a whim
of sudden passion, but a lamp burnt long
enough to warm and melt from within
and make it loud, bold and strong.

maybe it took me too long to realize
that and i took it all for granted
and thought what he most prized
was me.but my love tree had a stunted
growth with nothing that could revitalize
the broken boughs,fallen i fainted.

but the irony is........i dont want to come to senses
i dont want to leave all behind
i know for me there is no bed of roses
i m ready to bear, i no longer mind.

there is something about friends that awes me to silence....
is it the unconscious love...or care...or a feeling that u kno...
even if u close ur eyes, they will b ur eyes
even if u shut ur mouth, they'll b ur voice...
even when u walk away, they will still b nice..
even if they hav to fall, they'll make u rise...
ALL THESE YEARS I HAV MISSED A LOT...
I HAV MISSED LIFE...ITS MEANING..
COZ I HAV MISSED MOMENTS I CUD HAV BEEN WID MY FRNDS.........
i regret............i miss u........

i have to say........

Looking into your eyes,
I see a new day rising.
D flecks of past brightened twice,
....or is it wisdom u r hiding?

Each line that crosses ur face,
well tread by my eyes each day.
again i still travel those ways
lest the memories go away.

ur lips an endless ocean
i long to swim across there
to reach the zenith with u again
n taste d sweet poison u bear

will u not let me drink ur passion
and step up to my dance of love
join me in my beautiful pain
and let me dig love treasure trove...