Tuesday, October 19, 2010

my life....as rainbow rays..


Now at sunset I am bound to think of days
Cluttered at my memory’s evergreen bays,
Where I spent moments of mirth n gloom
Their hues shine patterned as rainbow rays

The ripe gift of love I remember as Red
From birth to youth for me it jeweled.
The Creator, caretakers and caregiver and all,
In them, my love blossomed and dwelled.

Yet came the days of Orange sufferings.
I braved the times of merciless tidings.
When all left me to fight my life alone,
I well chose the path and kept following.

Look back and I see the sunny Yellow smiles,
Careless and brave, playful childhood flies
Naughty, wasn’t I? The Mischief-Queen,
When oceans the bottom, and limit the skies.

How well I heed those fruitful Green times,
Where life blossomed, brought new rhymes.
Of birth, of joy that my children sang,
And fertile my womb brought great smiles.

Then how could days of Blue hide forever?
Filled each day like a Christmas dinner.
Roast and baked my all with me,
Left all sorrow and felt cheer like never.

Came here there Indigo days of tears,
Loss as great not told by Shakespeare.
I felt how low man could be, I was too,
But they gave me ever valuable peers.

When I have lived a Violet royal life,
Tread both on flowers and edge of knife.
Learnt lessons worth more than priceless,
Proud I lived with honor and not strife.

My life though not as great as the Globe’s plays
Still characters did do their part in best ways.
And there I spent moments of mirth n gloom
Whose hues shine patterned as rainbow rays.

Monday, October 4, 2010

hmmm

BINGO!!!!.....got my hall ticket...
nw all i have to do is.....study...:)

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

christ university buggers

i need to vent out my frustration!!!...............*********
christ university buggers....
for a simple thing like attendance update....they will make u run around the campus the whole day....by the end of it...u miss more classes n have to go behind them begging again.....
Losers!
today they made me run around coz my holistic education online exam had not been registered apparently...
to find one mr.vikram i spent my whole lunch running round the campus.....after tht they say he'll b available after 4pm!!!!!........
had to take test at 4...n guess wht.......the system is not accepting my second atempt.
apparently there was some mistake in the colleg system..
THOSE A****ES MADE ME RUN AROUND N SHOUTED AT ME FOR NO FAULT OF MINE....

N I WILL NOT WRITE MY SEM EXAMS IF THEY R UNABLE TO RIGHT THE WHOLE THING AGAIN.....m jst so done with CHRIST UNIVERSITY........

Monday, September 27, 2010


Ok...i know this out of context....
i wanted to be an athelete.....but looking at this pic of guest atheletes in The Hindu front page....
i understood y God did not make an athelete of me.....
lolz.....they look intimaidating.

Sunday, September 26, 2010

i met him, i liked him.....and i wantd to win him
but i knew for so thinking i was wrong.
coz love is not winning...its not a whim
of sudden passion, but a lamp burnt long
enough to warm and melt from within
and make it loud, bold and strong.

maybe it took me too long to realize
that and i took it all for granted
and thought what he most prized
was me.but my love tree had a stunted
growth with nothing that could revitalize
the broken boughs,fallen i fainted.

but the irony is........i dont want to come to senses
i dont want to leave all behind
i know for me there is no bed of roses
i m ready to bear, i no longer mind.

Saturday, September 25, 2010

there is something about friends that awes me to silence....
is it the unconscious love...or care...or a feeling that u kno...
even if u close ur eyes, they will b ur eyes
even if u shut ur mouth, they'll b ur voice...
even when u walk away, they will still b nice..
even if they hav to fall, they'll make u rise...
ALL THESE YEARS I HAV MISSED A LOT...
I HAV MISSED LIFE...ITS MEANING..
COZ I HAV MISSED MOMENTS I CUD HAV BEEN WID MY FRNDS.........
i regret............i miss u........

Friday, September 24, 2010

i have to say........

Looking into your eyes,
I see a new day rising.
D flecks of past brightened twice,
....or is it wisdom u r hiding?

Each line that crosses ur face,
well tread by my eyes each day.
again i still travel those ways
lest the memories go away.

ur lips an endless ocean
i long to swim across there
to reach the zenith with u again
n taste d sweet poison u bear

will u not let me drink ur passion
and step up to my dance of love
join me in my beautiful pain
and let me dig love treasure trove...

Friday, February 12, 2010

painful blossoms.

Christ follows a strict calendar and according to it the Blossoms season is on. Blossoms is the annual event where Christites pariticiate (it is compulsory to participate in 1 event) and compete and are graded on the basis of their performances.
what is confusing is why do people who already take part in extra-curricular activities (especially sports) have the same compulsion and that too when there are no sporting events.
besides, if it is a "grade business" then why are sports people not given grades, as teams like the basketball and football teams..and others too, practice and toil throughout the year.